I can't take it anymore. I just can't pretend that everything is okay when it isn't. I shouldn't have to lie about how I'm feelin' and cover up how I feel. I feel LOST. DISTRAUGHT and seriously just taken over by the verge of GIVING UP.
I'm going crazy. Going mad. I don't know what to do or I don't know who to turn to.
I don't say more than 2 words at a go and its hard to keep a conversation. I just can't seem to want to let people in. I don't want to know what's going on. I'm not bothered about anything. I'm fallin' into this deep place where I can't see the bottom. So how am I supposed to get myself back up?
Every minute, I'm sheddin' those tiny tears because I don't know what to say or do anymore. No. The world is not against me, nor has it given up on me. But why do I feel like I've given up on myself?
It's this SCENE. i need to change it. I need to get away. I don't want to be here. I just want to get away. far away. far far far away. I want to leave && be forgotten. x
Not in the mood to type.
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