It's pointless. Useless. and seriously a waste of energy.
The more I think about boys. The more I get stressed. I get really tired of hearing the same shit over and over again.
It's obviously a natural feeling. But it works your mind so much you just want to give up and not even bother think about it no more.
You think of all the possibilities why things happened and why things changed.. and then you think of why it happened in the first place. You wonder and wonder and wonder till your head begins to burst and all you really want to know is why.
As much as I want to focus on my education. As much as I want to concentrate on my GCSES. and As much as I want to know why...
I just can't stop thinking about you. It's been like what? Over a year and a half. A YEAR.
You've changed me.. I've changed. I've changed so much I don't even know who to trust anymore. I've closed my heart and shut chances out. I've become so over protective, that even if I tried to start over, my heart wouldn't accept it. I need you to tell me, no matter how much it will hurt. Just tell me. "fcuking get a grip".
Ever since I've met you. Ever since that day you held my hand. I wonder if ...
nothing. nevermind.
Doesn't matter.
Anyways. I'm too scared to know why. and I'm too confused why. x
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