My head is hurting.

I keep climbing hoping things will change..
It's like moving mountains..#

From just reading my last blog, I know that all I've been talking about is this boy who's actually stolen my thoughts..and gave me this feeling that I don't seem to know or understand anymore..

Well.. I don't seem to know him as well as I used to.. is he the same guy I fell for last year? Or is he this total stranger that I do not know at all? I want to cry..

I want to cry.. let it out.. cry.. just cry... let me cry for once.. I've never cried because of you. Because to me, to you, you would think I'm weak. I don't want to waste my tears for you. You wouldn't want me to.... if you still had a piece of heart for me.. you wouldnt right?
Did you want me to be those type of girls?
The type to text you constantly.. telling you I missed you.. using all my energy for another simple chance? the type that would have so many screen names dedicated to you.. the type that would just make things obvious that all i want is you ?

It doesn't matter now.
I'm giving up. Slowly but surely. I'm giving up. And by the time we all realise we're growing up.
I've probably finished this chapter of my teenage life. Making you the infamous character that's stolen my childhood heart.. giving me the shortest, but sweetest time, and the most memorable time of younglove.

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